vent,
I hate feeling like I’m not pretty, I hate feelin like everyone I’m surrounded by is so much prettier then me. It sucks having pretty best friends because you just wanna kill yourself when you take pictures I feel like a fat cow when I take pictures next to my best friend. I never feel pretty. I hate it. There’s so much no body knows, not even my best friend knows. It tears me apart. I hate it so much. And when I simple guy just says ‘you look beautiful’ or ‘you look like you lost weight’ I get all weird cause I kno iim not. I’m not pretty & the only reason why I would lose weight is because my disorder, that no one knows. I wish I could jus talk to someone about everything. But no one cares. I hate this. I feel like shit.
